the lady asks, — are you free? the gentleman replied, — I'm expensive! you should feel me   as i feel it

it seems the memories are behaving like a connoisseur equipped fully to offer everything you're asking for; this could be somehow intimidating for some people who watch you as if you are a lovely creature, talking and listening to the voice of the own inner whore‧‧‧... luckily, only seems, otherwise, what are memories for‧‧‧