just the two of us
like a fool,
I dreamed of you
from forever
tired of watching me,
the universe
created a deep space
just the two of us
to be able
of sharing each other
our love
instead of loving you
I preferred to lose myself
in visions of my own
and
instead of loving me
you preferred what
you still
full time preoccupied of
public opinion,
our realm got reduced
till it disappeared
like a season
and I loved you like a crazy,
wildly and ghostly
without understanding why
and what happens
and you loved me, too
I've found out
in a new spring, —
you, gratuitous blue, —
you, astronomic joy
looking for miraculous
in another limelight